alternate title: “Remember When I Was a Vegan?”
Okay, so let me just say by way of introduction…if you’re going to be a member of an Abrahamic faith, I think that Christianity is far and away the simplest. No fasts. No forbidden foods (most of the time). No five-times-daily prayers. No pilgrimage. No requirement of almsgiving. No need to learn a dense, difficult language with letters that look like braille symbols (read: arabic or hebrew).
And most of all, no ritual sheep slaughter.
Growing up Catholic, I went to a lot of bible study classes, where we learned stories like that of Abraham, the Old Testament prophet who was prepared to sacrifice his son at God’s demand. As the story goes, just before he was going to slit the kid’s throat, an angel stopped him and whipped out a ram for him to sacrifice instead.
In my world, this is the beginning and end of all things Abraham. I read the story. I agreed Abraham was a gutsy and pious dude. And on I went with my religious education.
Not so fast in the Islamic world. Muslims devote a massive feast day to Abraham, Eid al-Adha, the Feast of the Sacrifice, which in Senegal goes by the name of Tabaski.
To understand how big of a deal Tabaski is in Senegal, imagine if Thanksgiving, Easter, and New Year’s were glued together and then stacked on top of the best birthday you ever had. Multiply that by 600,000 sheep and you’ve got Tabaski.
In the days leading up to the holiday, Dakar filled with sheep that were brought in from across the country and the rest of West Africa to be slaughtered for the festival. I saw them strapped to the top of buses and cars, being led along highways and scrubbed clean in the foamy surf of Dakar’s beaches. I saw them in people’s yards and on their roofs, tied to street lights and bus stops and trees.
And all around me, there was incessant talk of Tabaski. Have you bought your Tabaski sheep yet? How much did you pay? (by the way, the going rate for a sheep in these parts seems to be somewhere between 50,000-100,000 francs, or about $100-$200.) Have you gotten your Tabaski clothes yet? When do you leave for the village to visit your family for Tabaski?
So anyway, the day of Tabaski (Saturday) finally arrived. I returned to my homestay after a week with my parents (more on that later!) to find two sheep standing on our roof, bleeting and munching some dry hay.
I went inside and waited around until few minutes later when I saw my host mom’s son (who was in town with his family for the holiday) heading up to the roof with a knife. “Is he going to kill the sheep now?” I asked my homestay mother. She nodded, unperturbed, and handed me her infant grandson.
“You can go up with Mohammed [the baby] and watch if you’d like.”
And so I did. I watched as my host mom’s son and two other men bound the sheep and carried him over to the large outdoor sink area where I do my laundry. Then, without really any fanfare at all, he took the knife and sunk it into the sheep’s neck. Then he began to saw. And saw. As he sliced deeper and deeper into the neck, the sheep thrashed around in the grasp of the other two men.
The rest, as you can imagine, was equally jarring. The blood. The skinning. The chopping apart of the innards. And perhaps most strange of all for a sacrifice-shy white girl like me, was that 20 minutes after the sheep was killed, we were all snacking on roasted pieces of his liver, cooked up by my host mom over a fire not 15 feet from the spot where the carcass of the sheep still hung.
I have to say, the entire experience was difficult to watch, but it was also surprisingly rewarding for me to see an animal go from live to meat without the intermediate steps of being pumped full of hormones, living out a torturous existence on a factory farm, being killed and then chopped up into completely un-animal life slices, shrink-wrapped, and sent to a grocery store. I have incredible respect for the closeness that people here have to their food and its origins, and it was absolutely wild to see that in action.
Anyway, the rest of my Tabaski played out in a less fascinating manner. I guess I would compare it to Thanksgiving in the States. Really all that goes on is lots of eating and socializing. If it’s your family, your language, and your favorite foods, that makes for a pretty amazing day. If it’s people you don’t know well, conversations in Wolof, and gristly chunks of sheep meat, it loses a lot of its sheen. Like so many experiences I’ve had here, this one was simultaneously fascinating and boring. I was actually quite lonely for most of the day, because seeing other people around their family and friends reminded me acutely of how far I was from mine.
But no matter. Because when in my life will I ever have an experience like this again? And that’s what it comes down to with everything in this country. In Senegal I’m racking up bizarre, unforgettable events like it’s my job. So cheers to that.
And now, because wouldn’t you rather gawk at my pictures than hear me ramble, here are some Tabaski photographs (warning, they are graphic):

me and my charge

the sheep

the sheep

sheep innards hanging out to dry on our clothesline (related aside: i probably will never use those clothes pins again)

My host mom cutting up the meat

aaaand that’s a wrap.
over and out from a post-Tabaski Senegal.